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Okay, yes, this sounds a little daunting and scary. But since I enrolled in the University of Phoenix, online, I have come to understand this important statement.
Due to some severe weather, I was allowed a day off from work. This was very unexpected and incredibly welcomed. I needed a day to myself where I wasn’t running off to comfort a friend, spend time with a lover or help someone out, somewhere. Just a day to me. I needed it so badly because I was just very tired, run down.
With this surprise day off, I was able to rest and consider events. And I’ve realized that I’m shifting in my desires and finally getting a focus on what I want. This has been quite a while in coming- but it is a very good thing, well worth the wait.
I have struggled, up until this moment, to keep up with the many changes in my life for the past few years. I will admit that I haven’t been the best at managing these changes- but I learn, grow and get stronger with every ounce of change and challenge in my life.
I really didn’t think that I would survive many of the recent challenges. When Adam left, I was more devastated than I think I have ever been in any relationship. Even though we cared deeply for each other, I think we both knew we weren’t the best fit and we struggled against that for as long as we could-
If we made the year, which was about two weeks from when he left, we would have just kept trying because we’d have thought we would need to because we made the year. We would have completely destroyed ourselves as well as each other from just trying to stick it out because we kinda already did.
After he left, I felt like my life had simply unraveled. I felt like I had no friends that I could turn to, many of my friends are very independent types and hard to pin down- though a couple were there in the claw-pinch when I really needed a warm voice. I felt like I was unlikeable, never mind unlovable. I had started to believe that there was something horribly wrong with me, that I was too needy and didn’t deserve what I wanted.
ANTITHESES MAJOR of the Law of Attraction. Which, if you had listened to many of my broadcasts up until last week, you might have noticed that I had lost ALL focus and began to live these dubious beliefs.
Well, I think I’m coming back. And I’m better than ever! I’m finding my focus, I’m loving myself, my friends and my life. I’m seeing what I want in my life and I’m coming to a point where I am MUCH less interested in going for things that seem amusing. I want a deep involvement in events, interests and people.
I’m also noticing that my life is changing. It’s becoming a little challenging to use words, so often, to lay out my goals, I have to talk and relay information and ideas all day and I haven’t let myself really sit back and watch. So I’ve started to gather materials for building some vision boards with which to express and build up my dream life.
I’m growing, again! I’m taking on the challenges and I’m doing better about it because I realize that I have drawn them into my life. I’m getting back the power that I had thought I lost. I’m taking it back and I’m realizing the incredible gift it is. I’m looking at my life, I see what I have and see what I want to include.
Today, thanks to the recent challenges and the break with the old and the uncomfortable, I’m taking control and- most especially- responsibility. I’m working, I’m in school, I have friends and I feel so much love in my life.
I see the commercials for the school I am attending and I nod with a smile as the people in the scene declare: I am a Phoenix.
Signs of fatigue are signs to the wrong decision.
I’m learning how to make more decisions for my highest good. I am! I’m learning that I don’t need to please anyone else and I’m learning to trust that the one’s whom I think that I am trying to please by making decisions that may adversely affect me in some way will be equally benefited by my making those decisions that would seem selfish- but they will understand and support my decisions if it’s best for me.
This week, I made the decision from which I had learned this. My beloved Adam and I were not really planning to meet, this week as he was to start some certification courses. I had set myself to rest and relax and enjoy some time alone- which may have happened even though my Uncle Adam had come in from Florida for the weekend to attend a funeral for a relative of one of his friends- my parents opted to take him out that night, as well.
None of that really mattered as Adam’s (Boyfriend, Adam, :b -welcome to my universe!) class had been postponed as had some Karaoke we had anticipated for the same week. So, Adam sought out some alternatives for the evening and came about an invitation to dinner by our dearest friends, Jeff and Regina. Yippee, Fun-fun!
Or so I had hoped by 5 o’clock that late friday noon. I was anxious and just plain exhausted, but I thought I’d have time to meditate and rest up before we went. Not only had I only a half hour to round myself up, but it had RAINED! and pretty much kept raining that whole night. I don’t know about too many others, but dark skies are less uplifting for me than for some in my circle.
Though we usually have a great time, I was not at my best and I think I had set the intention- less than consciously- that I just would not be. I had worried about myself the whole night and set myself apart from everyone as I was in the lowest vibration in the house- try as I may to raise it to their levels, I just could not get it up!
I ended up feeling more run down, more anxious and very, very much alone. And I just berated myself ‘cos I knew better!
AND I KNOW BETTER THAN TO DO THAT! It does nothing to berate myself when I’m already feeling crappy. Under the weather barely covers it! But I knew better than to put myself in that situation- I heard myself setting the intention, matters little that I didn’t SEE it as an intention at the time, that’s how it came out! I said I felt like crap, I said I was worried and anxious and that I’m feeling separated… I said it! (I said it to myself, but I said it!)
I was just so tired- and I did not take the time to make the selfish decision I, honestly, could have and should have made! To stay HOME! My friends would have understood. My Lover would most certainly understand! I wasn’t up for that type of soiree, and I probably wouldn’t have been good with Karaoke that night, either. I could have just gone with my first plan and just stayed home and rested- if Adam was up for that, too, Fablis! But I need to know that I can be selfish and bow out of apparently friendly visits- especially when I’m not feeling all that friendly.
I’m learning to make more decisions for my highest good. I am! I’m learning that I don’t need to please anyone else and I’m learning to trust that the one’s whom I think that I am trying to please by making decisions that may adversely affect me in some way will be equally benefited by my making those decisions that would seem selfish- but they will understand and support my decisions if it’s best for me. I love myself, I love my friends and we are all most benefited by the decisions we make for ourselves that make us feel good- and when we do what we need to make ourselves feel good- it can only make those around us feel good!
Thank you all- VERY Much. 
Having met a lady at a 12-step meeting at which she had spoke, the lady told her that she had overlooked one thing and continued on about how she “needed the meetings and the people in it for growth.” That she was afraid to hit the bottle again if she didn’t see these people regularly.
Tara’s issue was a bit the reverse, she was looking to get out of where she was because both she and the people related to this place had changed- and where she had changed for the better, she wasn’t getting the same feeling from those around her.
Where the lady who approached Lynn was afraid of leaving the people she had come to depend on for support, Tara knew she was not getting support, not any real, healthy support- but was still afraid to leave.
Brilliant Lady, Goddess rest her, Lynn noted that the fear had sealed this woman’s valve- the one that allows us to receive our gifts and guidance from the uinverse. Tara’s was starting to open, but fear was hopping on that gate, pushing it closed against her.
Lynn Talks of an addiction to fear. That it’s a habbit we’ve taken on and we’ve done so for so long that we really have no idea how to break it. We all want what’s good and right for ourselves, and yet another not-entirely-great habbit we’ve donned for too long is the one putting others perceived needs before our own.
You read right- the perceived needs of others. We’re really only guessing- at least a good 90-95% of the time! Good guesses, but never entirely accurate- nor should they be. And nor is it our job to take that on. The people who really know us and care about us will be able to trust that we can do what is right for ourselves, and, in the process, they’ll find we do right by them, too!
The point of Lynns 30 Day program is to get us back to doing… NO! Seeing that we do well, ourselves. We need to remind ourselves that we are just as worthy of the hard work we put into others as they are of our efforts. It puts the attention on the only place we have any right putting it, and where we can with much less guess work- once the habbits have been packed away. It gets us seeing ourselves as the bright, loving and inspiring people that we really are- so we can open our valves and be guided to the great things that we want for ourselves and those around us.
Another thing that’s important to remember is that when we do what’s right for ourselves, it benefits those around us, one way or other. those who know us and care about us will benefit as will those who don’t-
They will be able to go about their lives as they like, with no further hassle and no argument that their life is any less worth living that they didn’t care about you enough to support your decisions.
But in the end, you need to get back to you! To do what you need to do to get your energy back and pumping. You’ll be guided, when you start getting “That Lovin’ Feelin’” Back, to the support you need at the time. And you’ll be able to see when fear is looking to step back in and whether you want to listen to it- that’s up to you, but I’m guessing… you won’t want to!
Beginning of Day 2.
I grew up in Alcoholics Anonymous, the daughter of one of the rare people for whom the concept and promise of AA had worked (more or less.) I’ve learned a lot from this person, and from the program. The main part being that “The Program don’t work unless you Work the Program.”
I’m sure Lynn Grabhorn, author of the book- which has become almost a Bible for me- “Excuse me, your life is waiting,” has heard this chant in her various rounds through AA and that it maybe lead her to construct some programs by which to better understand and adhere to the Law of Attraction principles.
What I’ve been looking at is her 30-day “Breakout” practice, introduced at the end of her book. It’s a pretty neat concept that doesn’t really get you focused on anything OUTSIDE of you as much as it gets you focused on the fantastic creature that you are.
And Boy-oh-Boy, do I need a reminder!
Not that I think I’m bad, but I’m not at my best and I do tend to see a lot of gloom and have been carrying on rather grim. Some things have helped me sneak out from under my current dark cloud, but it’s been catching up to me, still. I’ve been thinking of my upcoming trip to Disney World, my recent upswing in aquisitions (Netbook!) and, of course, my beloved Adam.
But I still get a little blue, and it’s been pretty bad, recently. I want to pick myself back up faster and I’m thinking of a few ways- including Ms. Grabhorn’s “Breakout.”
With a twist!
You see, I practice Buddhism, and I’ve found that, with some tweaking, I can get it to compliment the Law of Attraction in it’s very roots. The Precepts list Right Speech, Right Action, Right Thought, Mindfulness, livelyhood… it goes on a little ways, but you get the hint. Right speech and right thought- those are the kickers! And, with Doreen Banaszak’s take, Right Action… All those lead to Nibbhana- When applied softly, with as positive an angle as you can muster!
I talk to myself a lot, and not always kindly- less and less kindly, of late! That’s not really following Right Speech (Who’m I kidding? Not at ALL!) And with the speech, there’s thought and eventually… yeah, Action!
Lynn advises to find something about you to appreciate- a tiny bit more specific than the Secret, which FIRST advises to appreciate more around you- but it totally works with the Teachings of Abraham, which is more You-First! You find something about you, and it can be different each day, to focus on and remind yourself of through every down-turn. The Premis being that you’ll find yourself more worthy of the things you want and be on the lookout for more great things that you have around you- by seeing, again, the great things about you.
Which, again, works so well with the precepts of Buddhism (and, really, any spiritual practice and system of faith at their cores.) It’s right mindfulness at work- as I’ve read that the Buddha said- love yourself and then Watch! Who’s to say, that’s not what he meant?
Love yourself and watch all the great things about you carry into everything you do and bring about all the wonders you’ve been waiting for!
SO! I’m going to see about this! I’m going to try out the Breakout program and, maybe, add the Buddhist twist- maybe, sounds like a good idea… But I might want to add that gradually. The whole thing should be done gradually!
I’ll do what I can to keep you posted! Thank you!
By the way! I’m looking to show some gratitude in a pretty strange place, the squimish might want to stop reading… I’m thinking of using some gratitude towards my two large bill payments (Living with family, at the moment, I only have two bill payments! But it might help to be grateful for them when MORE start showing up!) Because I am grateful that I have the ability to pay them! That they are in my life and remind me that I have something new and fancy and that I’m contributing to help out my family in a way, as well! (my own Cell bill and the household communications- net, phone, cable- bill.) I didn’t have this ability four months ago! I haven’t had to pay a bill in a long time… Now I see it as a pretty sweet thing.
Like I said, It’s a reminder of the nicey’s I have brought into my life! That’s right thought!
The chorus to “Miracles” by Fleetwood Mac- one of my favorite songs from one of my favorite artists! I love this song, but It’s generally not… Me! I generally do believe in miracles. I believe in a lot of nice things.
But Sometimes, even I need to be reminded that miracles can happen. I need to be reminded how great the universe is, and that the law of attraction is there for us to see that and to see that in ourselves as well- that we are creators of our lives.
So I created this example of a script. It’s kinda long, so cut and paste at your pleasure! But it’s an example of a way to get feeling better about your life, about how the law of attraction can really make it work! It’s a reminder that it really is this easy to be, do and have whatever we desire for ourselves!
Check it out. If you want to put a similar script up, write me and I’ll post it here! but I just wanted to get the ball rolling again- as I’ve had a tricky time with getting how I want things to be in my life.
Once I remembered- it was just extraordinary to feel so happy, confident and secure. I hope it helps you, too!
I don’t want my life to be on auto-pilot, where I have no control and so many things just happen to me- much of which, I do not want.
I want to be in control of my life. I want to be happier and more energetic and cheerful. I want to believe I can be, do or have anything I want, set intentions to that effect and experience my intentions come into being.
What if my life was more joyous, that everything I wanted, I got? What If I was more in charge of what happened to me, more focused and intentional in my days? What if, instead of being anxious and fearful- worried that I was going to do or say something bad or wrong, I smiled, stood or sat straighter and intended that I was going to be, do and say exactly the right thing at that moment?
How can I make that happen? How can I set the belief in myself that I am master of my life and that I can be, do or have anything I want?
My life would be so much better. I’d be much more confident and so much less fearful. I don’t even want to think about fear, anymore. I want to see myself as confident and happy, so much so that it spreads to everyone I meet. My friends already love me, but they would be so much happier, it would help them so much more that I get more focused and intentional in my life and start choosing to be happy, choosing more of what makes me happy.
Of course, my friends mean a lot to me and I want them to be happy for me- which will be nice, but it’s an added benefit to my goal. I want to be happier, more focused and intentional towards my life and my own goals for myself! That’s a good thing, too!
It’s good that I want more for myself. It’s good that I want to do more with my life and for myself. It is good and right that I do this, that I take this step to be more in control- not so much more in control, but more intentional, with my life. That I see my life as good and that it is good for me to set goals and to have, be or do whatever I feel right for me to do.
I know how to bring more good into my life, it starts with intention, but it continues with appreciation of the good that I have in my life, now. I need not be grateful for everything, but I know that I have a lot of good things in my life, and the more I acknowledge that, the more I am inspired towards more and bringing more good things to me. I find myself drawn to more good things the better I feel about my life at the moment.
It’s the Law Of Attraction at work in my life and I understand it, believe it and know it to work perfectly in my life! I know that the Law of Attraction works in my life without my even considering it- just following the basic process of getting what I want.
I ask for something I want; I get myself believing and feeling good about that object or event and the very desire for it by appreciating what I have and feeling confidence in my asking for this object or event and I follow my instincts and good feelings to lead me to receiving the very thing I desired into my life.
I feel so much better with this understanding. I feel ready to intend my days to be good- even wondrous; enjoy what I have in my life and watch everything I want for myself flow into my life. I am so happy and grateful that I came to this understanding of how life works, how I can manage my life, how I can just intend and allow more good things- more of the things I want- to come to me. And I see more and more come into my life with such little effort on my part, just the intention, interest and expectation of wondrous things! Thank you so very much!
when you can, enjoy the ride
Which beccons a memory of a Sex & The City episode where Charlotte, the more classy, Martha-Stewart-On-Fifth type of character, had similar experiences with horses and, apparently, never really rode again. In this episode, She sees horses all about central park and the good memories spring back.
Of course, the bad memories surged and ended up keeping her off a horse she had rented (and it’s NY, so no rent is cheap!)
Considering that it was not the same horse of her childhood prompted Charlotte, as well as the narrator of the series, Carrie, to consider the deeper aspects that has been keeping her from doing something she so enjoyed, growing up- something at which she, herself, was very good.
Failure. I can’t say I know a whole mess of people who are unscathed by failures in their lives. Worst thing about it is that failure is a confirmation of doubt and fears- not necessarily yours, but those of others around you. And when you have confirmation of a doubt or fear, it can make you do some really unfortunate things.
Like Quit. Like give up your passion- totally put it away because you may have thought or someone else said it was stupid to begin with.
Though I don’t generally have the best follow-thru, I almost never let go of a goal or idea. I’ve been working on a science fiction story for over a decade- that should clue you in! I fell off the horse of my dreams of self-employment and making money on my talents and interests, and it still kinda hurts where my heart broke over it- I’m looking at the people around me enjoying their rides and doing well enough on their horses- I feel like I want to try it again!
I’m just scared. I’m scared of being laughed at by other riders, or teachers who had tried to help me before- seeing that I had follow thru issues, I’m not sure they’d be thrilled to see me around again. I’m scared I’ll be warned off and berrated again by those I looked to for support, that I won’t be able to find enough support to ever ride seriously again.
or find it in myself to make it my life, again.
But it is my life. Writing- that’s what I do, that’s what I love and I just don’t feel right when I’m trying to do anything else! I mean, there’s a lot of other stuff I can do- but writing is my main avenue of enjoyment and ideal for “Making a Living.“
Maybe what I have to figure out… Is it the horse that’s the problem, even though it’s a different horse than I had to let go of… Is it the horse that’s the problem- or is it me? Someone needs to come down, someone needs to look at themselves, look at the good that was there that made them feel enthused and alive, and say to themselves- “It’s okay, you can do it!”
But there don’t seem to be a lot of talking horses out there…
How do you understand the term “Positive thinking?”
To many of us, it is basically synonymous with affirmations- notions of how one would like things to be. Affirmations are definitely useful and are certainly positive thoughts- and a path to positive thinking.
But a major pitfall to applying Affirmations, as well as other routes to personal improvement, is to try to stretch the use of affirmations to cover you even when you feel like they are not working. It’s a stretch when you’re seeing your finances in the gutter, but try to say “I am in charge of my finances.” or “I am good with money.” You’re not going to back that up with the good feeling that it’s supposed to inspire because it’s diametrically opposed to what you’re seeing around you.
Which is why Esther Hicks and her Non-physical counterpart- Abraham- emphasize finding the next-best feeling thought to where you are; a slow, gradual approach to getting where you want to be. In their book “Ask and It Is Given,” (www.abraham-hicks.com) they offer a process that suggests Talking yourself UP! As you talk or write out your situation, try to look at it in slightly more positive terms- only slightly, to avoid pulling an emotional muscle and letting it backfire on you:
“I’m not where I want to be with my finances… But I have some friends who know people at H&R Block and my niece is in school to be a CPA…”
One aspect of positive thinking that is often overlooked, as the focus tends to fall on Affirmations, is basic human resourcefulness- looking around at what you have available to you. This helps you feel better and can lead to the next oft ignored aspect of positive thinking-
Appreciation! When you see that you have some resources or, at the very least, some things working for you in your situation, you start to appreciate those things all the more.
Please avoid any struggle to appreciate things- that can also backfire on you and make you feel strained or frustrated. A tendency I have- and I’m working with most of what I get tripped up by as well as what I’ve experienced around me- is to try to appreciate things. It’s hard to appreciate birds chirping as a nice thing when they seem to always wake you up in the morning- an hour or so before your alarm.
What is positive for you may not be for others- One of my best friend finds comfort and joy from his two snakes… Not the most common source of positive thoughts, but it works very well for him!
The basic thing we want to do, in our studies of philosophies like the Law of Attraction, is to feel good- That’s it! When you feel good, as Lisa Nichols points out in “the Secret” (www.thesecret.tv,) You draw to you more things to appreciate and that will get you thinking better and better.
One thing generally leads to another. You need not struggle in this process, just consider something to make you feel a little better. Allow yourself a little leeway when you’re not feeling up to affirmations and crawl up the steps to a next-better feeling thought.
There will be some back and forth between a bad feeling thought and a better feeling one- it’s a process, but reach for the better feeling one and see how far you can get.
Here’s a link to a listing of the emotional scale referenced from “Ask and It Is Given” On www.Contemplatethis.com. See if you can figure out how your feeling along this scale, set a point about three-to-five levels up, and notice how close you get, or even how far you go up from that point.
I’ve had a pretty good week, so I’m around a seven- Contentment, though I tend to slip off to 11, 13… even as low as 16… and I’ve been down by 22! The general goal is relief- relief from the low you find yourself in.
Notice I said relief- any better state is a state of relief from where you were when you felt crappy. The Biggest trip in the journey to your best life is when you think you need to feel GREAT to feel better…
It’s gotta start somewhere- Begin where you are, see how you feel, try to understand what that is and look for something to feel a little better about. notice when you feel better and you can start appreciating that, which will get you appreciating more things to appreciate- which will help you feel even better.
Positive thinking doesn’t have to stop with Affirmations, whatever helps you feel just a notch better is a sure path to finding your Ocean State. Thank you!
It's in YOUR hands...
Last week, I did do a lot of rambling. But I felt like I wasn’t the only one going along that verbal stream. I’m not sure it was anything like Esther and Abraham… I wouldn’t care to put myself in their realm, they are truly wondrous. It did, however, help me understand that some things are just not up to me. What you get out of what I discuss is not up to me- you have to take what I say as you can take it.
It’s not up to me and I’m actually pretty good with that. Not that I don’t want you to listen, but what you get out of whatever I end up saying is more or less unique to you! You’ll get what you can work with, I speak pretty well- do decently with keeping on points, at least! So I’m not totally incomprehensible- and that’s the story I’m telling, so there! :} But I have to let go and allow you to listen, which will allow me to talk about what I can talk about, what I ultimately feel needs to be said.
This week I had a lot of experience with the concept of Allowing- including what can happen when you focus too much on what you want with regards to specifics. It’s great to plan and yes you do want to focus on what it is that you want.
But then comes the Control-Freak-Fretting aspect that tends to bungle things up. I get that way a lot and it’s tricky for me to allow as much with my life- I, for one, look for DRAMATIC Change… But it doesn’t really happen like that, nor does it happen the way I think that I want.
There is a gift, however, in that part of the Law of Attraction. You realize that, yes, you can determine what it is that you want; you find ways of accepting that you can have what you want and get to believing you can have it; that picks you up and gets you geared up for it…
Then, you let go!
One sticky part is the letting the universe take it from there. I had a lot of problems with this, growing up and reading things like Shakti Gawain’s “Creative Visualization.” I know, I know, I actually grew up reading Self-Helps, but hey- That’s where I’ve been! Anyway, I grew up reading this stuff and what confused the crap out of me at 16 is WAY Clearer at thirty-one!
The Affirmation that Shakti would end most visualizations with is this, and I’ve found this and others like it, recently, VERY helpful: “This or something better is coming to me easily and effortlessly.”
Thinking back, this is what helped bring my beloved Adam into my life. I had forgotten, though, that I didn’t want to be too domineering in my relationships, anymore. It wasn’t until I started doing this show and making more grand attempts at practicing the Law of Attraction- at least getting into it more regularly than I had before (Commitments like Hosting a Radio Show on the subject will do that to you!) – that I remembered the part about allowing…
More than remembered, really understood! I had gotten to my rote point of high anxiety and trying to control everything that I had forgotten my appreciation of the basics of how good I had actually gotten my life, especially since getting into the Law of Attraction (LOA) and meeting Adam and getting my job.
When I got back to the basics, I was able to slow things down and get comfortable. And with that comfortableness, I was able to try out some things that I couldn’t say really worked for me before. Like the concept of a Higher Power- which I had always had some idea about, but it was the most Vague thing in my life! Since delving more deeply, more routinely into LOA, I’ve actually come to accept, understand and trust this potential in my life- with my life.
Everyone who teaches the Law of Attractions- almost everyone, I’ve noticed some rare, somewhat stunning exceptions- acknowledges a higher force at work that is always moving to get you what you want. A universal Personal Assistant, in business terms. And when you start believing you can have what you want, this notion becomes that much less of a stretch to the imagination. Its there to provide you that with which you are most in harmony.
Consider that, what are you most in harmony with? When you get to feeling better about things- you’ll get into harmony with what you want that much faster. When you feel REALLY GOOD- it will bowl you over with things that match, even exceed your expectations. And by a certain point, your expectations are pretty big, high up there.
When you’re in harmony with the good you ultimately want in your life, you realize the struggle you’ve gone through is really you just not listening to your wisdom, higher power or whathaveyou. You may also notice that you can tell when others are not in harmony with what they want, and when to start stepping back from that situation.
That will happen because you will come to focus one one thing- it seems like many things, but it’s really one thing- that which makes you happy! When you realize that focusing on what makes you feel happy and good is what brings good things to you, you’ll start moving away from what brings you down. And that will sometimes include… as I’ve recently realized was a hard step for me to take…
Specifics! The What and the Hows of a great life! I had gotten into some spats with Adam and I realized that I was looking at specifics and wanting him to match me and be what I wanted him to be rather than appreciating what he had to offer. I know he’s a wonderful man… but I wanted some things from him that I felt I waddin’t gittin’! But then, I looked at my life this week and came to the conclusion that when I had focused on just feeling good at work, where I would generally be very anxious and fretful- I had become cheerful and really harmonious, I ended up having a really good time. When I’d come home and talk to Adam on the internet vid-phone program we share called “Skype,” I’d find it tricky to talk to him…
It was because I wasn’t allowing as much, and I was going online when I really can’t say I wanted to… so I ended up being all crabby anyway. I had gotten into a mindset that I had to do something, so maybe he might have to, as well. and that’s not allowing very good things to come.
I wasn’t allowing my truth (I was tired and irritable and din’t want to be on the phone/net), and I wasn’t allowing him to be himself in that event! I had plopped myself out of harmony and the best thing in my life got foggy and a lot less comfortable.
It helped me come to this understanding of the Law of Attraction and the art of allowing. And I hope to share that with you, here and on the show this weekend.
Also, My dear friend, Regina, is having me guest on her brilliant Monday night spot, here on BlogTalkRadio.com, called “Regina’s Universe!” She wants to learn about LOA and see if her listeners can gleam some inspiration and wisdom as my listeners have. I’d like to hear from you, so drop by then, or during my show, or drop me a line at elizabeth@anoceanstate.com. Thank you so much for joining me on this wondrous journey. Enjoy yourselves!
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